IMPERVIOUS?! He has the fucking brass bollocks to call me IMPERVIOUS?! Thought he'd prefer that seeing as I'd get TOO FAT for him if we ever did have kids and this is all so fucking stupid because I DON'T EVEN WANT THEM and at the very least not right now and fuck if I know if he'd stick around once we did have them because he already swanned off ( Read more... )

In 72 hours we're playing for a room full of people who are both trying to get a record deal and trying to find the next big thing.

The only big thing I can think of is the lump in my throat and the rock in my stomach and how I don't even know what we're going to do. I can't settle on a set list. I can't settle on what to wear. I feel gross and old ( Read more... )

That son of a bitch fucking FIRED ME? Honestly. Does he even have the fucking authority around SA to fire me?! On the heels of ‘you’ll always have a place here.’ I can’t even believe this shit. I was helping them staple that fucking paper-zine together when we had to convince people to take them and give it a read ( Read more... )

God sometimes I feel so old. Where do the days go? Feels like I the last two weeks have been a blur.

This week was pretty good. Mostly work-recording-crowbarring in a handful of hours for sleep. I did see Lin Wednesday which was a nice change of pace. While I am still a bit bruised there was no violin included, he's putting his lack of employment ( Read more... )

Well. What have we learned this week? We've learned that I'm still a bit of an idiot and a lot of a bitch. We've learned that if you ignore the things that bother you long enough they will actually bite you in the ass even if you don't want them to. We've learned that sometimes using your words isn't the best way to settle something. And we've ( Read more... )